I dream of a land
I know I will never walk upon
I long to speak words
I know will never be heard
I’m sitting here thinking, damn I just gotta get started on shit. I have these huge dreams, these huge aspirations. My imagination just keeps piling on more and more to what I want to do, and I’m just sitting here. Life’s not gonna wait.
This thing I’ve had in the back of my mind for a while is really the only thing I’ve found myself getting genuinely excited about in ages. Yet instead of working on it, I’m taking random classes and bullshitting my way through college. I mean, don’t get me wrong; it’s an awesome campus and I know I’m blessed to have the opportunity to attend. It’s just that I’m not feeling it.
A few times I’ve thought, what if I just drop everything and go do what I want? Just not show back up to my apartment one day, buy a one way ticket to someplace, and let what happens happen. Would it be wrong to stop everything and leave? Or would it be wrong to continue to dishonor my spirit by grudgingly doing as I’m told?
Hmm. I dunno.